I had to stop my crazy act or I would lose this chance forever, and I didn't intend on letting her leave without having tasted those sweet looking lip..., to say the least. I chuckled as I got my breath under control, "I'm sorry, I must seem completely crazy, huh?" She nodded silently, but a small smile was forming at the corner of her lips. "Yeah well, I'm a little flustered, you see." Yey, I got my vocabulary back, I congratulated myself with enthusiasm. "It's not every day that I get to open. Jennifer’s perspective is interesting, in that she’s the one who first felt Becky’s effects.”“Perhaps,” I said. “But Jennifer is viewing all of that through a very different lens now. At that point, she was a rape victim, though we didn’t know it, and struggling with her own sexuality. We’re talking more than ten years ago now, and a LOT of water has passed under the bridge.”“I think she was right, though. That in the end, it had to happen. And she’s right that it happened at the only time it. Now, he filmed me as I grabbed some empty beer bottles and even followed me into the kitchen. "I should go to the park and see how it works there. Maybe I can catch some wildlife," he said as he panned outside the window."The only wildlife you're going to find there is teenage gangs and their gang girlfriends," I answered him. I actually lived in a nice, white neighborhood, but on the other side of the park was a bad Mexican one. I felt safe, though, because the police actually patrolled my. The sun was still shining outside, though.A quick glance at my alarm clock told me that it was 7:30. We hadfinished shooting around 4:00 in the afternoon, so I had slept for nearlythree hours.I climbed out of bed. I wasn't going back to sleep anytime soon, that wasfor sure. I was also pretty stiff. The exhaustion I had felt didn't seemlike the same thing I had been struggling with since my operation. It wasmore like what I'd used to feel after a good workout. That gave me hopethat I had most of.