I wore the thongs and tucked in my shaved dick between my thighs and then came the floral leggings. I hooked the bra and padded it making sure the sha...e was right. Then came the nighty. I combed my hair back and wet them. I applied some cream on my face and a nice pink lipstick. (Dressing up and admiring my self in the mirror is the part I enjoy most ).Any time now I was expecting the food to come. I sipped n my second beer and smoked looking at myself in the mirror. I heard a knock and I. I was quite lucky really.when i hit 17, i´d developed really well. my breasts grew to a reasonable size (but would never be big) with nice long nipples, and i grew tall and slim. some might say a little too wirey for a girl, but i wasn´t worried and liked looking at my developing body in the mirror with fascination, turning this way and that, appreciationg every change. the only thing i didn´t like was i had inherited a touch of red in my hair from my dad, and as a result when my pubes started. Can you imagine that! I was kissing him! Unbelievable! I shook my head as if to throw the thought from my mind.When I wasn't with him I wished I was ?- so bad it hurt. When I was with him -- I wasn't sure if I should run away and never see him again or not. What was I saying? I couldn't do that. He was a friend. A good one too. Even though he wasn't exactly what he appeared to be. He deserved more from me than what I was giving him. There was no doubt that I was confused. On the one. But dreams are somewhat difficult to explain sometimesI am in some kind of motor boat, at sea it’s twilight, I look across to the seats opposite me and there are two angelic looking ladies both with blonde hair flowing about in the breeze and both wearing thin white dresses. One has her arm around the other. Nobody is talking. I am captivated by these beautiful ladies they are smiling at me . Their faces are so very lovely I am totally in love and my heart is beating so fast I think it may.