" I embraced the base of the dick in my hand again and took the head into my mouth and sucked my cheeks in. I was eagerly following Randy's instru...tions using my tongue to clean the dick thoroughly. My hand dropped to my lap but i continued. "Good enough," he said sternly. He paused for two seconds before he swung his legs over the chair and walked over to his bed and collapsed onto his stomach. He sighed into his comforter. I was watching him intently as my own erection just seemed. And then older guys bother me, Carls age, even older. I didnt understand it. Instead, I said, Guys like Alice more than you? I just didnt believe it. I went on a date with an older guy. He was funny, or he made me laugh, anyway. An older guy? I was picturing someone Carls age, an old guy, forty years old, maybe, a guy with son about Caras age, like Carls son from his first marriage. She started to cry. He tried to kiss me, tried to grab my boobs. She squeezed my hand when I leaned over and took. I’m sorry about that.”“It’s OK. I’ve worked through the issues with my counselor, and with the marriage counselor that Jess, Kara, and I saw for several years. We’re not seeing him right now, but given the complexities of my life, we’ll probably end up seeing him again.”“Things do seem to have calmed down a bit.”I smiled, “That’s usually when everything goes straight to hell!”“Anything else going on?”“Elyse’s old boyfriend, Eduardo is moving from Spain to Chicago. I think you met him once years. "Billy I Love You" My hands start caressing his hairy body as well as my tongue. "Dad I want you , I love you too." We head to the bedroom with beers and smokes. What the fuck am I thinking. This is my fucking Son for Christs sakes.I have never kissed him like that before in my life. This is wrong , Iturn and head back to the kitchen. I sit back down at the table , light up another Red , inhale deeply andexhale slowly. I reach behind me and grab a bottle of Whiskey and take.