"We'll get you a packet of your own when weleave here."We paid our bill and left the restaurant. Before I left I could notresist glancing at that guy ...nce more, catching in the act him admiringmy legs and embarrassing him once more. Much happier in myself weresumed our shopping trip. Our first stop was a tobacco shop where mymother bought two cases of More SM and a slim gold plated lighter whichhad a very lady like narrow flame.We moved on to another department store and looked for some more. And very long…He smiled to me and said: "I caught you looking at it in the gym."I smiled and reached out to touch that magnificent giant black serpent.The thing immediately sprang to life. It was at least ten inches in length. We chatted as I gently stroked him, watching the door for any intrusion. He introduced himself as Barney. He was married and his wife was on board; but she preferred to hang by the pool than being with him. I finally blurted out that we could go to my cabin, as I was. We sat on the sofa holding hands, kissing every once in a while. We finally got around to the conversation we knew we had to have.“How and when do we break this to everyone.” I asked her.“Oh God, I have no idea Jeff.” she replied, “But I do think we should wait a while.”We agreed to keep the relationship under our hat for a while and let her divorce become final. Then when she had no ties, we would tell the family.Over the next several months, Beth and I spent as much time together as we could,. " Ms. Williamson began. "He never had a father." Jou tried not to growl and let her go on. "For whatever reason. And his mother..." She shook her head. "I love my daughter, but she is not able to give herself to a child. I can do that. I want to do that. I know Trey is a handful. He has some discipline problems. But he's smart and he's talented and if he can learn some focus, he could make a success of his life. He needs stability, your Honor. One home, one family, one church that help him stay.