I'd need help for that.Lunch and dinner times became our de-facto group meetings where we kept each other informed and made decisions. Terry, our dies...l mechanic, said that he'd found the HVAC plant and had shut off all air supply and return to the lab wing, which from the duct sizes was deceptively large with at least one underground level. He cut all the breakers powering that wing as well. Our electricity came from an underwater cable leading off to the mainland. A cut-over panel was fed by. Wendy and Tim Hawke had come to see off their son and his wife. There were so many people there from Preservation that it was hard to count them or acknowledge them in this journal. It was a wonderful time and lasted well into the afternoon.We finished loading our two planes and left Monday morning on our first step to St. John's, Newfoundland. We arrived to find it cold but untouched since we had last been here. We refueled and set up for the night. We could go further but weren't trying to. I hardly ever drink. It occurred to me right then, and I even said it out loud… ‘The only thing keeping me from being addicted to cocaine is that I’ve never had any.’ I thought about that while I walked back into the living room with my popcorn to finish my movie. I really think it’s right. I am screwed-up in the head, and only the Grace of God comes between me and being dead every day. There’s this song I like that says something about being a preacher’s daughter and not doing what ‘daddy. As I came in the front door of our house, I said to Katie, "I spoke to Steve but he is going to do whatever he wants to, sorry I couldn't be of more help." That's OK, I'll handle it myself."Over the next couple of weeks every time Katie would catch Steve watching she would start putting on a show. At first all she would do was to untie the top to her bikini and just lay on her stomach. That soon evolved, she would untie her bikini top lay down on her stomach then take off the top and lay it to.