Igave Jenny an early Wedding gift and went off with mom alone to St.Bart's in Wayzata. After Mass, she noticed a little donut shop alongthe way and a...ked me to pull over, so she could get some donuts for allthe people that would be coming in and out today. It was while she waspaying that I found out her real intentions. "Two small coffees, alsoplease" she told the girl behind the counter as she was paying for thepastries. I braced myself for the inquisition that was headed my way asI led. Moments later, the embarrassed mother and the smiling son saw Carl emerging with a video camera in his hands.Shocked, Audrey asked “What...? What are you going to do?!?!?!”“What do you think? I want every second of this magical moment saved for posterity. One day, you'll thank me for recording the moment you taught your boy how to love you in every possible way”Controlling her panic, Audrey, against her will, agreed. “I hope you know what you're doing. So, what you want me to do first?”“Don't. I'd slowly undress you before letting you get into the water. I'd lift your nightgown over your head, letting my hands slowly brush their way up your body, caressing your sides and running over your breasts as they did so. Next, I'd stand in front of you and reach around to your back to unhook your bra. Of course, I'd have to press my face between your beautiful, small breasts as I did so, letting my tongue lightly graze up and down your cleavage. As the clasp opened, I'd drag my hands along. I told you he has no feelings for you, Ronnie. He's not even trying to get hard. And you, you gave better blowjobs when you were twelve."I realized at that moment that Carl was completely serious about killing me and about possibly killing Ronnie. I was reacting in stress before this, but now it settled in.There are several stages of grief and I blew through them in a matter of seconds. I probably skipped over some, but I was grieving for myself and grieving for the future, or my lack thereof,.