Somehow she lost her respect for me and our marriage, and she turned against me. I'm sure that there was still some love for me, or we would not be ha...ing sex so often, but that intimacy was now gone for me, circling the drain just like our marriage. God I'm so glad that we never had children. If we had I might have stayed for their sake, but then too they may not have even been mine, who knows.I made my excuses and made a point to take my pill in front of Janice before going down the other. I loved watching her move and jump and kick. The sight of her red shorts underneath the skirt thrilled me even if it wasn't at all revealing.Bethany went into another routine. "Avogrado's Number. Avo-Gra-Do. Avo-Gra-Do. Yeah!"I could watch this all night even if the cheers were beyond insipid."What do you think?" she asked.I replied with some spirit. "Even though you're a cheerleader, you're a bigger geek than any of us." G-G-G. Geeeeeeeek!" See?" You're so sweet!" she answered.She cheered. She came to our house after school with my stepdaughter. She was obviously upset and could not stop crying."What if they come for ME!?" she exclaimed through tear-filled eyes. Lisa and I tried to calm her and reassure her."Honey," I said, placing a fatherly hand on her knee, "I will make sure nothing happens to you." It was the only solace I could give her. I was lying, but I didn't know what else to tell her. I would try and make sure nothing happened to her, but of course I was powerless. I do not know why I felt exited but I know I am exited to have him in my office. May be I was attracted to his young and handsome charm. We had some cool drink which I kept in a fridge and then had a casual talk about nothing. Our conversation turned to movies and I asked him what movies he likes. He said he likes romance and action, and then I casually asked him has he ever seen any blue film. He replied that he has seen once with some friend s but do not get opportunity at home as theirs is.