Usually I would stop after a while and begin to have sex with him or finish him off with my hand. But I continued to feel inadequate in comparison to ...is ex. I could tell by Steve's reactions while I was sucking on his cock that he thought I was pretty good at. I even began to believe that myself. His cock was pretty thick, but with practice I could take his entire length into my throat. This drove him wild with desire for me. A few times I almost didn't pull back in time as he couldn't contain. We sent out the invitations primarily to family, school friends and work associates. In a moment of naughtiness, we included Carol's old boyfriend Bill, his friend Tom, and Ralph, from work. The next few weeks were hectic. We needed to book a venue, a minister (!) and we needed to pick out food, flowers and a wedding dress for Carol. The wedding dress was elegant and very sexy. It was an all-white (!) lace dress with a short train. I had, as groomsmen, a few cousins and an old friend,. He can be easily mistaken for a beautiful girl. He did not have any body-hair and has very sexy legs. He was very fair and had bulges at the right places which made him hotter in my GF’s dress.I liked what I was seeing. My girlfriend’s brother was genuinely shocked on seeing me (he was wearing earphones, so couldn’t hear me entering the house).He tried to cover himself and left for the bathroom without saying anything and then he came back wearing normal clothes. He was constantly saying sorry. I also apologize for running away from you…for not talking to you for so many weeks.’ ‘Well, I will accept your apology on one condition…’ I laughed. ‘What?’ ‘That you stop running from your past. You stop running from your demons. You start making human contact…let people in. Even if it means getting hurt. When your heart hurts, it means your alive.’ I let out a shaky breath. ‘I don’t know if I remember how…’ His eyebrows knitted together. ‘But, I will try.’ His face relaxed and he smiled up.