You don't have to do the mall walk, if you don't want to." Trust me I need it, so I might try it once," he said.It was nice to have someone to sit and...talk with while I drank coffee. Bernard was funny as hell and he didn't take himself too seriously. Most people who are different tend to be defensive, not so Bernard. "If you like me, wonderful," he said. "If not, fuck you." then he laughed. "I am just not going to waste my time trying to change your opinion." Very cool, now where do you want me. .. Tie its hands to the horns." Tying my hands to it's horn mean that I can now feel its breath in my face. It is struggling beneath me like I am struggling on top of him, but to no avail.My owner has a knife in his hand and before I realize what he is going to do, he slices the blade through the jugular of the animal beneath my body. I see the blood spurting like a fountain next to my face and watch in horror when he goes on to make a long cut into the belly of the animal. A shudder passes. I was sitting alone, looking at the sky and holding a long-empty glass. I was sober but perhaps only just. I wasn’t watching her but I could see her. Her tall, slender body in that delicious black dress with her blonde hair tied back so it fell like a rope behind her. The dress was long and touched the grass where she stood talking to another girl, woman. Her hands occasionally touched the other girl but it didn’t matter because I wasn’t watching. They separated and I looked up at the first. I decided to go down to the bar and have a cold beer. I started talking with the bartender when my phone rang. I excused myself and answered it was just my Dad checking I got back to the city ok. I went back and continued talking to the bartender and had a few more brews. By 2pm I decided 3 beers was enough and paid my tab and left. I went back to my room, had a shower, changed clothes and decided to have a late lunch. Just as I left my room my phone rang again, it was Sandman. Sandman.