Still... Things had happened, things I wanted to take as signals from Jackie. There was the dancing. There had been moments when we danced that the pr...ssure of her breasts against my chest and the feel of the small of her back under my hand aroused me, and on several occasions, emboldened by alcohol, I pressed my hardened cock against her. She did not pull away.There were the kisses. When we danced, the dance always ended with a kiss -- even the times when I'd pressed myself against her. I. I was in heaven that second. I reached over and felt his cock in my hand. It did feel different… Good different… Strong different… Incredibly sensual different. We both started to go up and down in the same rhythm but I couldn’t stand it any longer. I sat up, looked into his dark eyes and then bent over his cock. I had never sucked a cock before, but I sure wanted this one. He gasped as my mouth slowly enveloped him and slid down as far as I could. I couldn’t believe how soft and yet strong it. Watching the golden liquid ooze out of her silver hairy bush was an amazing sight. It was mesmerizing, causing me to touch myself at the same time. I never joined in, but Leilani usually tried to encourage me to join her. My answer was always a firm no, explaining that it wasn't really my thing, even though it really was turning me on. I've even dabbled in watersports with some of my friends back home since then.This last summer I got a note from Leilani telling me that Murry had passed away. .dont' jack me off though..I'm saving it for later" Ididn't respond in words, only in actions.I felt his older, stronger, fit body.....I forget he was there..only a body Ihad lusted after..admired and fantasized about. Now I was feeling every inchof it, every hair, every mound, nipples, belly button, balls, cock, thighs,legs, feet andtoes, his buttocks, back and his face."nice job k**" he said and put his big hands on either side of my face andbrought me close enough to kiss..his tongue slid.