As I made myself comfortable I could hear her explain to her secretary that I was the last client of the day and if she had finished the filing she sh...uld take the post for delivery and go home for the day.The office was fairly small there was a main desk which I was sat in front, the other side there was high backed leather chair on casters, the desk was clear except for a writing pad and what I assumed was my file. There was a computer on a smaller desk to the side of the main desk.Pam. We kinda have a standard way to break the ice here. I know you are hurting – we’ve all been there and can emphasize. We know you need support, or you wouldn’t have reached out. Don’t worry about talking much in this meeting. We are here more for us to bare our souls to you, than the other way around. We want you to know this is a safe place, and the only way we can do that is to tell you our stories. So you know you are among friends.”Brooklyn looked at Gina and smiled tentatively. “That sounds. I guided them upstairs and followed the to the bathroom.Tasha got in the shower first and Emily turned to me wrapped her arms around my neck and looked into my eyes. “Thank you for that” she said and kissed me like we had been lovers for years. I wrapped my arms around her and held her close. I flicked some fluff from her hair and said, “it’s a pity that I’m not your age” I mused. “You wouldn’t want to go through school again would you,” she said. “No but you have almost finished school. I don't allow myself to climax. I stop. Because it is dark. because I am alone. Because the words I remember are a continent away. Because the images I see are a continent away. Because as I touch myself, as good as it feels and as real as the words and images may be, I am alone. And I touch myself selfishly. Desire is not something I find when I look inward. Desire is something I find when I look to another. Pleasure is not something I seek when I am alone. Pleasure is something I seek when I.