By the time the two women showed up to bring me dinner - another of the protein drinks I was pretty much living on - that same single video was playin... over and over.After I'd sucked down my protein drink, the women removed the tray and I was left alone again. The movie looped over and over, Yuki alternately moaning with arousal and discomfort. They'd pour the milk into a small cup and give it to her to drink. She was milked by hand. I could imagine the feelings, arousal and discomfort, every. Inexchange we would have to give the venue ?1000 cash upfront plus ?5for each ticket sold that way. The little extra money I got from workallowed us to pay for the ?1000 without even touching our saving andour excitement grew for the event that would take place in two and ahalf weeks.The theme of the event was "Circus" so we looked in a few latex shopsand on Ebay what we could put together to fit in. Operating whatalready looked like a fun-fair machine in a Circus environment wasjust perfect. I thought about this and smoked my cigarette. The sucker I saved in my other hand. Even rolling the window down for the drive home I could still smell vanilla. It went well with the Cherry sucker, actually. I slept. I slept, and I dreamed. The dreams were not nightmares, nor entirely pleasant. I was in the middle of a circle of light. Women, nude and shoulder to shoulder, surrounded the perimeter. They had no faces. They were blank. Emotionless. Soulless. I was excited, but frightened. Thirteen. My first thought was a theif was inside so I crept in, locked the door behind me; I thought to myself this guy is not getting away easily. I went through the living room, nobody there, then went upstairs. When upstairs I heard voices coming from my mother in laws bedroom. I crept over and looked through the small gap that had been left in the door as it was not closed properly. To my astonishment I saw my mother in law was actually in today and was sat on her bed talking to her friend who is of.