. anyway because i'm in deep convo with her about her friend and we are getting quite messy with the grog my friend (tammy's boyfriend) falls asleep o... the couch next to us watching the football... tammy asked me if she could have a smoke and as its at my house i don't like smoking inside so she wanted me to go outside with her because her boyfriend was asleep and she didn't feel safe.. my house backs straight onto an alley so i didn't blame her.. when we got out the back i was already being a. I was feeling so guilty about that guy at the bar and I just lost it and I yelled at my wife.”Erin continued to tear up as she looked at her wife.“I spent a lot of time yelling and after one particularly loud portion, Taylor came into the room and asked us why we were fighting. She seemed afraid. We have never yelled at each other before, even when times were tough. I freaked and left and went to the Bar and ran into you two.”Erin’s shoulders drooped looking at us like we had ruined her chance. You see, I’m in love with him. Have been, for over twelve years. At one point, years ago, he reciprocated my feelings, but, we never acted on them. Now, we are together for the first time in years and all of those old feelings are resurfacing. Thomas and I met when we were teenagers. For me, it was an instant attraction. Being only fifteen, there was nothing romantic or sexual, I was just intrigued by the tall, very different boy I had just met. We quickly struck up a friendship. Unfortunately,. I’ve always been romantic with girls.Now coming to the story.I met a girl once through one of my friends.It was at a birthday party.I was wearing a sweatshirt and a denim and I was looking pretty well.This girl Deepti was pretty impressed after looking at me.She didn’t speak with me that day but she asked my friend about me and she got my phone number.She started texting me and since I was single even I started texting her.We became friends and then became really close to each other.We started.