.." Before what?" Before they started sleeping around, in-house." Ah." Boris turned this one over in his head. "Both of them have slept with the Boss....." That doesn't count." You like negr-- black womans?" Boris queried. "I have never seen you with one..." I like women," Phillippe replied, continuing to eye Leticia as if she were a piece of meat."Womans have to like YOU!" Boris pointed out."Maybe. Is that how you got Leticia?"Boris passed on several comments that might cause issues with. I was invited to a wedding of a distant relation andwas told I should wear a kilt. My Aunt Moira offered to sort me out withwhat would be needed. I was a little apprehensive about wearing a"skirt", but it was clear that it was expected.So a week before the wedding I found myself on a train to Scotland. Itwas a long journey. An attractive young girl got on the train and satopposite me. We exchanged polite smiles. She was wearing a white blouseand a pastel blue miniskirt. I couldn't help noticing. There's somestuff, cream, Tisoch's got that..."She sat back, eyebrows raised at Armand's frantic hand gestures."Something else wrong?" Armand nodded. "What? You can't tell me,but..." Armand reached down and picked up a makeup crayon then bentforward awkwardly until his chained hands could reach the mirror. GETLILA he wrote in lipstick as best he could, then realised Vellawouldn't know who Lila was. Did she know her as Armand? He concentratedfor a moment then smeared out LILA with his hand and. So don't fall forme my darling Ismy, I could easily fall for you, and it will end only inheartbreak and tears. Find some French gurl and......." I trail off.Goddess I feel so miserable. I've known since I was a little gurl, thatunlike my sisters, I wasn't ever going to have final say or perhapsreally any say about the choice of my goddess/spouse. This is the firsttime that it really hit me, I might really be in love with someone elseand it wouldn't end happily ever after and it could really.