He shrugged. ‘I was only offering feedback – no criticism implied.’ ‘I understand.’ ‘I can see,’ she began to recite, reaching out to cl...tch the arm of the chair and closing her eyes to aid her memory, ‘the flattened straw…where we dreamed…and made love safe…from the distant porch light…while the stars became…our blanket and sweat…dampened the earth…and fingers clawed…trying to hold on…to tomorrow’s…inevitable…goodbye.’ ‘That is lovely…you are quite the poet.’ ‘Not mine — I just stumbled on it. I have heard from all sides as well as Monica and another friend that was walking up the hill and saw the whole thing. Someone told me that Britt was minding his own business walking Monica back from the math lab when James made a special effort to turn around and get in his face. That same someone also told me that Britt said those things, but that he also tried to explain that there were other circumstances that James was not aware of that were none of his business. In addition, that while. So the idea here was survival?" Well... No, not directly. Survival would have been too intense an emotion. It would have coupled to my hatred of what was happening. The monster in my vagina would have felt me cheating, felt my fast heartbeat..." Oh... So what did you pick?" Love. I focused on love..." Ah... Your marriage?" It might have been an option, but they seemed distant at the time. You were right in front of my eyes. I focused on you Kara, how much I love you, how much I wanted to care. I thought everything was great. We got together every night. He even slept over twice. I took him to a concert Friday night and Saturday night I took him to dinner. It was like Cinderella and Prince Charming."Sunny laughed. "I could buy you as Cinderella, but you have to admit, Jeff as Prince Charming is pretty funny."That drew out my first smile in days."Well, it was wonderful. It was romantic. He came back to my place and we, uh, had a wonderful time. He left after breakfast to go to a.