You are 100 miles away. Youhave no idea where I am or where I am going," I told my him in my head,knowing I would never say this to him in real life.... How had I come tothink Dad was omnipresent?It was then I suddenly realised that I had been having these conversationswith my father for as long as I could remember.Dad died around two days later.A week later I lost my job.I didn't know it then but I realise now that I had depression. It'slogical now isn't it? My manhood was being stripped away. Ashley kissed Lia and said ok. I said how about me. Lia turned and kissed me, Ashley bent forward and kissed me also. Lia took hold of my cock and looked at me and said "make it sweet for her please, she's my best friend". I slowly slid my cock further into her hot wet tight pussy, met her maidenhead and pressed on. I told Ashley I couldn't take her in this position. Lia told her to sit on my lap. Ashley fitted herself onto my lap, Lia guided my cock into Ashley's pussy. She told Ashley. It’s earthy scents mixed with the heady aromas surrounding her as she sat quietly studying her mute but restless companion, filled her mind with the enjoyment she now expected when locked away in her recently discovered private world.It was such an important day tomorrow. The journey wouldn’t be long and then once again she would show the horsey world her prowess in her chosen field. Anne and Mark, her parents were out, Mike her husband at a boozy reunion near Twickenham and not due back after. Even in his upper 30s, he was very attractive. His cock was thick and large, biggest I have seen. Walking away into the kitchen, I stared, speechless, at his perfectly proportioned body – the one word to describe – sexy. As he came back, I could see his cock growing, bobbing a bit as he tried not to spill a liquid similar to Bloody Mary he carried in his left hand. He grinned, handing me the glass, watching as I courageously drank it down after his confidence in having the remedy of my pounding.