But the thought of losing her, having to be the one to end her life which had only just really begun, made him see red. The anger building inside of h...m made him tense and agitated, like an exposed live wire he was unsure of what he might do, and he needed a release. He felt almost cruel for using Zooey when she was feeling this fragile, but holding her small warm body against him helped, and feeling her lips against his made him forget about the circumstances, leaving him craving more of her. . Anything. Kick me or slap me.Akram: You bastard. We have masturbated thinking about so many women. Now you have added even my mom to that list! I guess it’s alright. It is what it is. I think it’s pretty common to fantasize about your friend’s mom.Akram: We have done that so many times. You have seen something that you can’t stop thinking about. So I guess there is nothing wrong in fantasizing about it.Me: What do you mean?Akram: No matter what I do, I can’t stop your mind from thinking about. I pulled her tighter still and we continued to kiss passionately, I slid my hands lower, down between her legs and she shifted her feet apart so I could reach under her bum, between her legs and let my fingers find her wet hairy pussy.I slipped two fingers straight into her pussy, she gasped into my mouth as I shoved them up into her. Emma was so wet, I could feel her juices running down my hand as I finger fucked her. I now moved my other hand under the front of her dress and into her. Luckily the rental place had thought to throw in a GPS. I would have had absolutely no idea how to get to her place otherwise. But i followed the step by step directions and as i neared her place i texted her asking her if she was at home. She responded with a yes. So i told her to step outside in the next ten minutes. she responded with a series of question marks and i responded with a "just do it." As i pulled up i saw her eyeing my car from her porch. I smiled nervously and parked the car..