I knew he felt the same way, but he always tried to hide it. I could tell the way he looked at me when I asked him if a certain pair of pants made my ...utt look big, or when me and him wrestled in the pool. I was 15 when I finally decided to tell him how I felt. I remember calling him up on his cell. The first words out of his mouth were that he and Morgan, a girl we went to school with, were now dating. Needless to say, I told him nothing that day. But as I lay in bed that night, I told myself. .. give JW my apologies for interrupting the meeting." I hung up.I had actually caught them in a meeting of some kind. Well, it was a business establishment after all; it might even have been legit. Still, images of her bent over her desk getting banged from the rear crowded out all others in my mind. Her voice had betrayed nothing. Well, why should it have, I was in San Francisco a thousand miles away from Lincoln as far as she was concerned. I could just imagine the two of them smirking at my. I said yes. Then we went ot my brother's room and started watching movie . We two were alone, dark room same couch. After sometime he started feeling warm so he took his t-shirt off. Now i was clearly able to see his six abs body. That turned me on . I wanted to touch his body and feel so badly. Then there a scene come in the movie where a couple was having sex. He suddenly started looking me like that. I was so confused what to do. He asked me if i had sex ever. Then i replied no. He asked me. You'll probably need some kind of argument that you're more valuable out in space..." Tom whirled on Tania, "You scared the shit out of me!" Sorry!" I'm just not used to..." She was in that bikini again. If anything, it made her look hotter than being naked, and she looked pretty damned good like that. Tom opened his mouth to tell her to put on something drab that went to her ankles so he wasn't distracted, but he needed distraction -- besides, it was supper-time. Beckoning her forward, he.