”"I know”, she replied, “but this is just a little something extra for you being, you know, here when I really needed someone to give me a littl... peace and some quiet time to myself, so thanks a million.”As she collected JJ’s things she turned to ask me if I was free this Saturday.I said, "Yes! Why?"She said, "I was going to call you tomorrow to see if you could sit with JJ while Jon and I go out to a movie. This time will only be for a couple of hours so no staying overnight, okay?”I said,. This is how it goes my in laws ran a bed and breakfast and it was not full but there was a guest for Friday and Saturday it was Mt so we stayed there and took care of things for the weekend while my in laws were away. At the time I was a reservist in the military so on this particular weekend it was the weekend . On these weekend I would drive in to a near by city around a hour away and I would do my duty. On the way home I liked stopping at a sex shop which sold toys and videos . I loved the. I was feeling her magnificent breasts, shocked my hands remained lifeless and she chuckled. She said "I guess we just keep taking each other by surprise you had much more of a grip when you came behind me yesterday." She gave a flirty smile and walked out. Again I was confused. Did I blow my chance? This woman was driving me crazy in a way that no woman had ever driven me crazy. Part of me was hoping beyond hope that all of this was intentionally to drive me into a complete lust for her and. By this time she was well aware I was gay. “Sorry to disappoint, Ginge. I’m definitely the boring, straight sort but, hell, fuck who you want, I say,” was all she’d said when she had forced me into confessing my sexuality. “My uncle’s as queer as a three-eyed antelope and a bloody marvellous bloke.”Separated by different Universities, she at Cambridge, I at Bristol, we kept in touch loosely for the following few years until we both returned to our home city with our academic qualifications.