I was facing the opposie side instead of facing her on bed. It was the mossst comfortable position for me! After few minutes, she started making sound... of discomfort and sounds that make me feel that she is having bad dreams. I was just hearing those sounds and trying to sleep. Suddenly she has put her hand on me with little shivering and tried to hold me. I was like a hug from beside. I had no problem as I was very sleepy and I was half asleep already, but I could feel the waves of her nerves. I try to calm my trembling hands and strengthen my jelly legs. I walk into the bar and scan the crowd; I can't see him. I’m about to turn on my heel and walk away, when I feel the brush of a soft, gentle hand against my exposed, naked, shoulder. My heart beats a thousand beats and something sensual inside me sparks. I turn to be greeted by a tall, handsome, dark haired gentleman. "Wow, you look a million dollars, truly amazing, just as you described in your email." There is a long pause, as our. Then she spotted the movie. “Oh, I love this movie.” and her butt hit the chair across from Bobby and Jimmy. She was engrossed and lost. She wasn’t going to move until the movie was over and that was over an hour away.“Sis, aren’t you going to be late?”Distractedly she said, “Oh, yeah”She then started unbuttoning her blouse. Her eyes hadn’t left the TV but her hand absently moved to the bottom her blouse and began unbuttoning the buttons, one, then the other so very slowly. Then there was. I resolved to find a therapist. I wasn’t mad enough to think this was normal. I got out of bed and took off my nightdress, wet like the others, and threw it, disgusted with myself, into the laundry basket. I reached behind myself and, oh God, there was a hint of lubricant between my buttocks. I showered, vigorously washing my arse and, once dried, dressed in my dull librarian’s uniform. Making myself tea, my eye was drawn once again to the card that had accompanied the flowers. I picked it up.