..im ok''''want to stroke me then?''i look at him , he ask for the spliffand he took my hand , i felt so weird but his bbc in my hands felt nice and w...y bigger than mei stroke it up and down as we smoke, my friend saying it feels real goodi finish the spliff and his hand went behind my head , locking on my neck he pull me down''suck it, suck my cock alex''i got move down both his hand on my head forcing my mouth open as he moan of pleasure''yes yes here suck it Alex im so big , you suck good oh. " i turned to face Lizzy and gave her a kiss. She took the half smoked fag out of my hand and finished it her self. She turned to me and said "Lets go to your house I can think of something entertaining to do" I smiled at Lizzy as she was pulling on my tie and said "really" so Lizzy pulled me along with my tie to my car with this guy still insight I shouted bye to him and Lizzy said "bye McKenzie see ya tomorrow" Half way down the road Lizzy said to me "What was you two talking about?" i kept. "That was probably the best fuck I ever had... Shit, I came twice to your once. At that rate, I figured we'd be at it most of the day. Do you understand why I was so mad to find out it was my fucking br0ther?"I nodded but I wasn't not sure where she was going with this. "Fuck!" she slapped her hand against her forehead. "That was your first time, wasn't it?" I cautiously nodded my head. "Oh fuck me! You were that good on your first fuck? Goddamn you!"She hit my arm so hard I cried out. "What. All I can say is that love is strange and opposites attract. There was also the fact that the sex was good. Anyway eventually I found out about her and was devastated. I wanted her out of my life for good. But it wasn't to be.I couldn't divorce her for business reasons. So I started a relationship with Annalise, the sweetest, kindest woman I'd ever met. I was also conflicted because it seemed like I was cheating too, but I've never claimed to be a paragon of virtue. I just wanted to be happy,.