She held the sated girl to her shoulder to let her burp and was rewarded with a sunny smile. Ellen felt the tears well up again, and she hastily stood...to bring the girl into the nursery. Richard knew better than to comment and she was thankful for his tact.In the nursery she was astonished to see the older nurse who was feeding Anthony. One look at the teary eyed woman told Ellen enough, and with a heavy sob, she put Sally into her crib. She waited for a few more minutes until the small girl. The slicker will go on top again with one arm through. I’m going to try to figure out how to put the life jacket on you as it’ll still be quite rough out there. Are you okay with that?”Jennifer smiled at me and nodded her head.“In case you’re wondering why the extra top,” I continued, “if you get warm while we’re waiting for someone, you can take off the sweater and not embarrass yourself.”Another smile from Jennifer.“Okay, you look for clothes and I’ll see if I can find the slicker and see. THEN On Thursday evening when my husband went to darts, I was stand at the front door, when this black guy from the other night stopped. Hi my name is Alan just in case you would like to know. I was so embarrassed standing there in my black miniskirt, black fishnet stockings and black high heels. So he stopped and started talking to me in a sarcastic way. The neighbours were out looking over at me and talking, so I told him to go away. He said only if you come to my flat within the next 10 to. I didn't choose the day with care, I probably should have. I didn't make preparations or plan or anything. I woke up one morning, the golden dawn light of early morning in GateWay shining through the gap in the curtains and just knew that today was the day and I had to go back. Kieran was warm against my back. I got up stealthily, washed, dressed and kissed his sleeping face. There was message enough in that contact, he would know where I'd gone, know where I was. He would find me and hopefully.