"She still wasn't following."I wasn't supposed to be..." I leaned in closer and whispered, practically inaudibly, "a guy."Her eyes widened in confusio.... "So?" she said, "so what? You are now, right? You've never, like, thought you weren't, right?" Yeah," I muttered, trailing off in thought, "but I don't know! This really screws things up! My parents say that now I could change back--" They want to change you back?" she gasped, interrupting."No, they don't WANT to," I corrected, "but they. I learned that the guy she went to have a beer with was apparently a virgin. She told me that he claimed to be 19, but shes sure now that he was younger, how much younger, she wasnt sure. She said that he came in her hand before she even got a chance to suck his cock or put it in her pussy. She said he quite literally ran into the bathroom there and didnt come out for quite a while. She said when he did come out that he was so embarrassed and so apologetic for having come so quickly. She said. He rushed back home to get changed and have a quick wash. He had a glass of wine to build up some courage then headed out the door. He knew where the club was, but had never gone inside before. It was normally just a night club, but on Thursdays it was closed for private entertainment. He walked up to the door and was greeted by security.“Private club tonight. Members only,” said one of the bouncers.“Oh, I was invited by Ryan. The guy from the sex shop, he said to come...” he replied.The. So of the real... real expensive variety?" she asked."Oh yeah," I responded. "But she's fucking gorgeous though. I would kill for her bone structure. And surgeon too." Or her husband, it seems," Marina added."Yeah, him too."An idea flitted through my mind. I knew I shouldn't have said what was about to come out of my mouth. It would probably change my relationship with Marina forever. But Holly's words had struck a chord with me. I still didn't know if I could do it, but I was certainly.