Things were starting to move along nicely. They had been together before, but I was always involved. This was the first time I just sat back and watch...d the two of them interact. They began working their way closer to each other and started touching, rubbing on each other in a very casual way. It wasn’t long after that when they started kissing. I remember the first time I saw my wife kiss another man, it wasn’t something I was sure I was ready for but I quickly learned how erotic that was for. I mean, we have some history together and I really care about him. You remember how love struck I was and we were freak number one and two back in college. Now it’s like none of that. Now, anytime things get a little heated, he backs off. And, you know what makes it even worse is that I know what he’s packing. It’s like being in a water park, at the same time being thirsty as hell!”Tamara couldn’t control her laughter at Billie’s analogy.“C’mon, Tam, I’m serious. I just might have to propose to. " Just one suitcase?" Roger remembered back to when he'd gone anywhere with Colleen and Erin -- the car had always been packed to the eyebrows."Try living for two years on eighty pounds of luggage," she snorted. "That's when you learn to pack light. On top of that, I've done quite a bit of backpacking, and every ounce counts. I've gotten to the point I like to travel light and don't bring any more than I absolutely need." Is there anything you haven't done?" Quite a bit," she laughed. "But I'm. " This was new to me. It was something I'd only recently discovered about myself. You'd seen it, and gently drawn it out, patiently teaching and helping me to understand that it was okay to want this; okay to want to submit myself totally to another person, to trust someone enough to give myself to them in this way. To trust and submit myself to you. I wouldn't fail you now. Looking up into your eyes, feeling vulnerable but knowing that I was safe, I slipped out of my blouse and bra and slowly.