You can lay silent with your mind racing, racing to the tune of regrets, doubts, fears, failures, and never agains, never wills. Or you can pick yours...lf up slowly and pray with desperation. That desperation will turn to passion, a passion to live. A passion to come up from your location on the ground floor and the lie that life has become. With this comes a brief elation. After all, when you’re at your lowest point, any small hope is an advance onward. What they don’t tell you, however, is. All Captain Troopers pay the poor to have sex with our soldiers but only when the Trooper has performed her duties to the highest possible standard, this does not sit well with the Amazonians who recruit young girls from poorer families and despise us for using them for sex.As a Captain if I want sexual pleasure I choose my favourite Trooper and allow her to satisfy me, it’s not always the same girl and if I don’t cum at least twice the Trooper is forced to stand naked in our fortress tied. Thousands of Lush black boxes, and long nights of lust-filled phone calls had all culminated into this moment. We were finally going to meet in person. I arrived at the meeting spot first and I didn’t have to wait long. When his truck pulled into the parking lot, my entire body had a physical reaction, heat radiating from deep within. It was as if my entire body knew I was getting laid soon.My heart pounded so hard that it felt audible, my palms were slick with sweat, and I was a literal hot. Ok I know that sounds really cool I mean who wouldn’t want to control lightning at their very will but imagine it going out of control and blacking out an entire city because you where hungry and couldn’t see in the dark so you decide to turn on the lights but accidentally eat and entire city’s worth of electricity for three months. Bright side is that you aren’t hungry anymore down side an entire city black out. At least the city had some backup generators. Other than that my life is almost.