.. I miss him." Jesse?" Toman's voice was shocked, "What on earth is going on with you two now? You hated him, then you were getting on, and then he b...oke Ian's nose." I sort of think I might ... I dunno..." Oh spit it out Maxie." Mina was impatient."I don't know!" I set my mug on the table sharply, and the cutlery jumped and skittered, "I know I've been rubbish lately but I like him. And he needs me." We're your friends and we need you too."I sank my head into my hands, my elbows on the table.. .. Nathan to be specific. If he would only have done as she asked, she was quite sure that her curiosity about having a penis in her would have been assuaged, and that she wouldn’t think about it so much when she was with Curtis Lee. It had eaten at her for weeks now, and she was getting no closer to her goal. Nathan didn’t even seem to be interested in being sucked any more. At supper, looking at him, sitting there eating like nothing was wrong in the whole, wide world, she decided to take. She had it delivered to the apartment before we married, so it's really mine. She wanted us to have a nice "love nest." Of course, it's no longer as nice looking. Using your knife to scratch an "X" on the table tops and every other flat surface you could find when you were angry with me does make it look a little "used." I suppose I should feel lucky you didn't use the knife on me, as you threatened to do so many times.Seriously, I doubt this letter will cause you more than a moment of guilt.. I didn't even get myself off when I went to bed that night, which is very rare. But I sure woke up the next morning with cravings. Although, for some reason I didn't satisfy them then either. In fact if anything, I teased my pussy just enough to make me even hornier before I went off to work, without giving myself a big payoff.When I got home that afternoon Mary Ann was waiting for me in my driveway. Turns out she was suffering from orgasm withdrawal too. We went inside and tried to unpack our.