“But you know I’d never hurt you, and I do care for you. The whole time we were getting ready for the Omnium, I kept thinking, how could anyone be...mean to a woman like you? It just didn’t make any sense to me.”“Oh God Nate! I need to be loved. I need to be taken care of. I need this more than you know, I think ... are you ready for this much need?”Pulling her close to my chest and holding her gently, I said, “I know that I love Melody and that I love Jane. I also know that I would love to get. The company's insurance carrier would continue to send part of my monthly payment to Diane and the balance would be deposited into my account. I could access it by ATM from almost anywhere.It was 700 miles to Louisville via Chicago and I had no intention of pushing myself. I was still in recovery mode, doing my morning and evening exercises, eating five times daily, and generally trying not to over-extend myself. Driving to Chicago seemed like more than enough for the first day. In fact, I. And so did her body, because it complied before her brain even realised what was happening."No, she whispered. "You promised." She almost began to stand up again, desperate to regain the control she always gave up to him so willingly."Someone is trying to kill you Ra, this isn't a damn power play, I'm tryna keep you out of the sniper's scope." Sniper? What the hell, who's trying to kill me, and how did they find me?" Some of my guys were working for South, they made a power play and hired a few. Me: What?Amy: Mwah!Gosh! I could see her cleavage. It looks so great from the top angle.Me: Hey!Amy: I don’t hate you! What? I’m apologizing with a kiss, is that wrong?Me: No! No! Of course not!Amy: Good!Me: Would you consider dating an older guy?Amy: If the guy is a good guy I guess I wouldn’t mind.Me: And what about Frank?Amy: Frank is about my age. He’s 20.Me: Any news from him?Amy: None.She looked really upset about that, so I changed the topic.Amy: Should I tell Elena what happened last.