Having said this, I am human and though I maintained my distance, a large part of me longed to connect with the young men and women in my class on a m...re intimate level. If nothing else, I wanted to know that I was at least admired.“Well, that’s very nice of you,” I said, “come on in.” I stood aside from the door and breathed in the deliciousness of their youth. A gentle zephyr tinged with shampoo, soft perfume and a little weed (I thought) followed them into my office. As they sat in the two. Jake must have sensed the painfulness of my embarrassment.Honey, I think you are done drinking, don't you? He said it with a chuckle, but I hadn't heard thatFuck you! I shot back.I walked toward the edge of the woods. Finding our dish tub there, I filled it with a bit of water and washed my self. My pissy clothes even smelled of stale beer. I thought for sure I would puke. I thought that maybe my hubby was right, maybe I should be done drinking.He walked up behind me, covering my still wet, but. '"I asked how they could possibly see a relationship between me and you as appropriate, and he said, 'From what I know so far, there is more of a chance that we will find it appropriate than not.'"I was surprised by that, and even more so when your mother said, 'Tell me how Jake makes you feel.'"I didn't know how to answer that. Your mother told me not to worry, just to say what I felt, so I told them. I said that you made me feel taken care of, that you made me feel protected, that you made me. " I said, stilled pissed from her earlier performance."Of course he doesn't. He was just being nice." she replied.I couldn't let it go, and when I should have shut up and let things rest, I didn't and continued,"Let's be honest. He just wants to fuck you and for all I know, you want him to. The way you were rubbing yourself on his knee tonight like some whore..." And what if I did?" she shouted back at me. "I sometimes think that's what you want to happen. I saw the way it was turning you on,.