Pm, I went over to the PC and told her to sit at the system I would tell her how to do it, it is much better because if she ever had a problem she cou...d do it herself, she told sandy you are so different from people, nobody teaches anything to anybody, they hold it all secret and you go around giving off everything, I told her a quote I remembered from a great author “the more I carry, the less I can take on” so it is better I give away all that I have so I could have new things for myself. She. "Frank?"I turned to see her as I pulled my shirt off."Come back to bed with me, please?"I hesitated. "Do you think that's wise?"Tears dropped from her eyes. "I don't know. I just want you right now."I held out my arms and she rushed into them and sobbed. She was confused. She didn't know what to feel. I took her back to our bed. I held her as we drifted off to sleep.Lauren was a good friend of mine. She was a self proclaimed geek and she and I were always talking about the latest television. I could see the disappointment in the men's faces. But, they danced with me.Sara had told me to accept liberties. I did. And, many liberties were taken. If was not the men's fault, really. In these clubs, men always as a girl to dance. They make a move on her, maybe just a hand in the small of her back holding her tightly. If they do not receive a discouraging sign... resistance or a comment... they make the next move. Then, the next. That's the way it's done. The women's responsibility is to. Jessica and Sabrina would drag the cowboys out, making them dance. Some were pretty awful.The second week Courtney made an announcement. “Gentlemen, it has come to me that some of you cannot dance. As representatives of this ranch, you are expected to be competent in all skills, so tonight, we start lessons. You do not have to particpate, but when we go to barn dances, do you really want to be the ones sitting on the sides while your partners are twirling some pretty young thing across the.