These things bother me, but I refuse to let it stop me from following my hearts wishes. I can’t even imagine my life without having Jade with me. ...My biggest fear is losing Jade to a younger man. She is so young and so pretty, I just think she will grow tired of my age and want somebody younger. Jade often tells me that I am sexy and she dreams about us becoming lovers, but my fear is that after she sees me in person, her feelings will change. Much of my fear comes from the fact that every. She was into the whole belly rubbing, running out in the middle of the night for pickles and ice cream trip.Each day she got bigger and happier. She also got hornier if that was even possible. I also had to reassure her that the few pounds she'd gained only made her more attractive to me. I had to develop a kind of radar for exactly what she needed to hear and when she needed to hear it.As I said, yesterday should have been the happiest moment of my life other than when Bonnie first told me. The last button was undone and the clothing hung loose. The midsection of her white bra was visible as well as the tasty cleavage it caused."Mmmm...That's great, hon," Tim spoke. "Just take the blouse of so I can see your beautiful tits while you're still wearing your bra."Jennifer slid off her blouse and let it drop as the jacket before it.She now stood with her skirt, her stockings, her panties, her heels and her bra. Nipples almost bursting through the material."By God, just look at those. I could barely understand her she was so hysterical. I hadn’t showered or shaved and felt stiff and dirty. She looked at me and the eyes that one time used to be full of love for me were filled with dread and disbelief. ‘Oh God, Russell! Oh God! He’s dead, he’s dead! What am I going to do? He’s dead!’ ‘Shhh, hush, baby. Hush. Did you call anyone? Did you do anything? Let me have a look at him, Lexi. What happened, baby? Why didn’t you call someone?’ ‘I promised him I wouldn’t. I promised him I.