Up until the point that Josh didn't show up I had thought it would all blow over, that Mrs. Ford would reconsider, let Josh train with me. But now it ...as sinking in. What I had let happen had destroyed my relationship with two people, Mrs. Ford and her son, both of whom had put more faith in me than I deserved. By doing a good deed for an old friend I had lost two new ones.It occurred to me that perhaps I had been blaming the wrong person. By the time we left for work I was feeling disgusted. My arms are thick but with some muscle, toned core and all resting on a set of thick thighs. A body that guys in complete shape dont go for. When this guy, Jimmy, who was defiantly a high eight asked me to dinner I was taken aback. He had a well-toned body, and enough hair on him to grab ahold of as I imagine giving him a passionate kiss on those smooth lips, with big brown eyes you can stare into for miles. We were set to go to a fancy restaurant. He wanted me to wear a skirt and white t. Don’t girls mature faster than guys? Anyway, she was nice to me sometimes, and other times she could be a real bitch. Other than those details, I still cared for her as family. It wasn’t like I had much of a choice. That may have been the only reason why I wasn’t looking forward to this visit. I didn’t want to face her honestly, because the last few years, away from her, seemed to be more fun for me, than having her under the same roof. So close, yet so far. Well, I tried not to let it bother. ” She shook her swollen head. “No, no. It’s ... Rithi, bless my ... my ... What?” Tears shone in her left eye. “Sven, I...”Kora Falk“It’s okay,” Sven said, his voice so far away.Why couldn’t I remember the words? They were... “We’re in a forest,” I said, staring bemused up at the trees.“Yes, Mistress, a forest,” Zanyia smiled at me, her triangular ears twitching.“You have ears like a cat.” I struggled to move my right arm.Pain shocked through me. I screamed out, my bones twisting against each.