But when these thoughts did come to me, they came thick and fast (a bit like me), plans came to me, I knew what I wanted to do but I didn’t have the...confidence to do what I wanted. That changed almost exactly a year after the holiday. We were at home alone, our parents had gone out for a night out and me and Amber were watching a film downstairs. All she had on was a short nightie, which she always wears whilst watching films. She was on the sofa across from me and every couple of minutes I. It was painful! The cuffs weren't nice, soft, padded leather bondage toys, but cold, hard steel that bruised our wrists.I learned -- WE learned, and learned fast! We had the radio on, and by the end, as we wiped down the counters and stove top, we were bumping hips in time with the music as a way to choreograph our moves.She didn't even relent and unlock us when certain biological processes ran their inevitable course. We again had to take turns on the toilet, doing "number two" as we used to. Soon father and daughter began to slowly walk down the hospital hallway. Even though it was only a short distance, it took several minutes before Zach and Shannon returned to the room. As they approached, Zach could hear Bree and his mother talking. ‘I don’t know, Mrs. Morgan. He’s so angry. I know what he thinks of me, I heard him when he was delusional. I think my being here will hurt him more than help him. ‘I know, honey. I don’t envy you, considering what the next week probably holds.. Uska chehra kaafi akarshak tha. Uski kaali-kaali zhill jaisi gehri aur chamakar aankho ko dekhkar koi bhi use paane ki chahat kar sakta tha. Uski surahidaar gardan aur ballo ka juda aissa lagta tha, jaise ki morni ke sir per kalangi lagi ho. Vaise to uske baal itne lambe the ki kamar ke niche ek latke rehte the, magar jada tar juda hi bandhti thi aur baalo ki choti banati thi, to chalte chalte samay uske baal uske nitamboo se bari bari takraate rehte the. O apne kapdo ki tarah baalo ko bhi.