“And their casting aspersions is worse than being pummeled by an opposing team? Let me paint a picture for you. Gays don’t abuse gays. Standing up...doesn’t label you as gay, it means you’ve got your own mind and don’t follow the crowd.”“It’s not so easy,” Taylor mumbled, shoving his hands in his pockets.“Okay, not a clear picture yet? Let me draw you another. Who gets ripped apart in the news? The football star who stands up for the little guy, or the lowlife who attacks gays while sneaking. She also made time to stop and watch me practice. When she called me to lunch I was sweating lightly and needed a break. She had been quiet since the funeral last night."How far is it to your Grandma's farm from here if we ride the horses?"She looked at me strangely, again, and quietly said that it was about four hours."We should go and tell them what happened don't you think?" She just nodded. I had absolutely no clue on how to talk to a girl that was medieval, teenaged, grieving, possibly. She'd heard the nice things Lindsey had said about her, and as she'd heard the girl, Monica began to realize that she was hearing Lindsey saying things that she wasn't actually expressing."Lindsey, I really love what I'm doing, and I guess I've always had these sort of exhibitionist tendencies but it was only my experience with Bill that made me realize that I was pretty sexy and I was willing to take my clothes off and let people see my body. So, that's why I took them up on their offer to do. Relieved that she was home.Josh had no clue how much a company whore makes but he did surmise that it’s what paid for their new hot tub. Plus, some other cool stuff.Josh was disappointed that he couldn’t use the hot tub right away. The installers told them about 24 hours.His dad felt his pain. He was ready to get in also.“Sorry, Bud, but we have to give the water some time to heat up.”Even though it was in the back yard which was already fenced in, Josh and Ben were going to put up a privacy.