” She replied, “So am I. I feel so good.”Our eyes fixed and became locked, her hand moved to my chest, teasing it with gentle strokes up and dow... and then she just started to unbutton my shirt. I ran my hand through her short light brown hair and down her one cheek and remarked how beautiful she was. Not only was she very pretty, she also had awesome boobs. It would have been totally inappropriate to comment on let alone touch at this early stage. I was doing my best to behave. She then slid. ”If Gary was surprised by Phil’s honest response, he was even more surprised that Phil was now fully erect and rubbing his purple helmet with the palm of his hand. “Kinda like old times…” he said reaching down to his own love stick. They sat there watching each other and it was a giant turn on for both. Gary finally broke the silence. “Why don’t you give me that blow job you promised so many times?”“What? Me? You’re the one that should be sucking on this” and Phil held out his now. Eccentric stuff. Ash Collins once told me he likes the fact that my mind works in oblique ways. Rather than looking directly at a picture, I sometimes peered out through a hazy window, around a corner. Spotted an unseen pattern.The oddball connections I occasionally made occasionally surprised me.As I thought about that Gunther raid, I also was revisiting the short conversation I’d had with the diamond guy — Sholom Satmar. While he was dismissing me he’d said, “Diamonds buy a lot of things on. ” He said. I listened, yeah, but the feeling of his fingers in my lip was so sweet, so subtle, as if little butterflies were dancing in my lips and- “I said suck.” He said in that voice that I was never able to go against, so I instantly started to suck them. Then, in a sweet voice, he added: “Get them wet and cool for you, Carlitos.”He moaned. I love when I get him moaning. I closed my eyes. God, I’m such a slut, ain’t I? Because, really, who am I trying to fool? God, I love to do those shits..