’ It consists of dates, names, descriptions and a score from 1 to 10 for each of my new partners. ‘Chayne that is very interesting, what gave you ...he idea to record these events?’ Well Dr. B I am so disconnected from myself when I am allowing these men to use me sexually and I have no idea how to manage stress properly so I figured if I look at my sexual activity in black and white I will have more insight. That is just how I feel about it anyway. I feel as if I am spiraling out of control and. "I don't think it was as bad as with you, because I was married to Jase. I knew we could do it every night if we wanted to." I've kind of had the same problem," Lettie said."How do you stand it, now that your husband was killed?" Ellen asked.Lettie looked at Millie and me and asked, "Should I tell her?"Both of us nodded so she said, "Ellen, you have to promise me you're not going to tell anyone what I tell you. Will you do that?"Ellen nodded. "I never had sex with my husband. He liked boys. The. I knew where it was headed and didn’t object. His mother used to finger-fuck me often telling me my arsehole was my cunt and she wanted to use it. She’d even bought a strap-on and used it on me. She was now using it on Annie and that thought made me very randy.As Tony’s finger entered me and it felt so good. I held his head and humped my hips back and forth feeling him finger-fucking me and me fucking his mouth.“Oh YES! Tony. YES! Son. Oh you fucking cock-sucking bastard take THAT!”I. He was gentler than I expected, taking his time pushing more and more of his nine inches inside of me. We had been fucking for almost ten minutes already. My fear had dissipated. I could feel his thickness spreading me to new lengths. As he increased the speed of his thrusts I began to lose it. My right leg twitched and shook. My stomach felt like I was on a roller coaster. Eventually the orgasm rose up and overwhelmed me. I flung myself away from his dick and laid on the sofa in the.