Nonetheless, I felt driven to do these. This I interpreted at the time as owing to a superabundance of unsatisfied sexual desire. Still, I fantasized ...bout women, and was attracted solely to their bodies.I did eventually have sex with women, and I enjoyed it so much I assumed the result would be the disappearance of these urges and practices. I was right. However, a bit later, I experienced an almost irresistible urge to have sex with a man. I had no idea where this came from, or what to do. I took them back to my bed and lay back against the pillow, spreading my legs and lightly stroking the silky, soft skin of my inner thighs as I remembered an intimate experience I'd had a few weeks ago with a man I'd met at the Knicks game. He'd been hungry for me, that I could see in his eyes. He'd taken me back to his loft near midtown, and we'd spent the night testing the limts of each other's endurance and stamina. In the end, I'd won, as I always do, and he'd begged for the chance to sleep. He stopped at the crest and I stared at the moonlit splendor before me. The shallow valley below was small and narrow, maybe a mile long at best. I could see two or three homes off in the distance, their windows leaking light. The nearest, a scant hundred yards away, was a dark shadow against the hill behind it.We pulled up to the side of the dark house and went through the columns holding up the overhead deck. I heard the clink of keys and the squeak of rusty hinges, and then we were inside.. Ollie was very quick to get comfortable in his naked state and quite liked the attention that his mother and sister was giving, he also knew that the novelty would wear off and the fact the old man was naked too meant he wasn’t the sole centre of attention. Sam made an announcement that she would call the old man ‘daddy’ and Ollie and Ella were to call him ‘grandad’ and they were all now a family, Ella already called him grandad but her mother didn’t know that and even Ollie liked the idea.Ella.