At thirty-five I weighed the same as when we married; 125 lbs, at 5'8" tall, with 32" hips, a 22" waist, and my bust is a 36 C. I can easily pass for ... woman in her early twenties. My mother still keeps her trim figure and never seems to age, as do all the Corbett women on mom's side of the family.Our sex life was adequate, twice a week. I found out after the divorce that the bastard had multiple affairs all throughout our marriage. I thought our marriage was rock solid....the jerk left me for. His nameis Ralph Kramden. I know! It's so funny, isn't it?Well, that's really the question. I guess I don't feel I deserve tobecome a woman, a real woman. Heidi and Michelle want me to go ahead,and I want to in my heart, but I just feel so inadequate, so unworthy,you know? I mean, look at what I did! Look at how I treated those poorgirls. Yes, that's true. What I was forced to pay them, everything Ihad left, you know, it was a lot of money, or it seemed like it for asingle woman making. "I said, "Give me your number and I'll call before I come."We exchanged cell numbers before she got out of the car at her apartment complex.I lived about a mile away, in another cliff dweller establishment. I had a low floor efficiency that was fine for me. I had meant to get something bigger, but never did. The owners of the complex had been talking about turning the place into condos and had even offered renters a special deal. I figured that if they did go condo, they would let me out of the. My body was quivering with desire as his mouth left mine and travelled down my body, lingering over my nipples with long, slow licks and wet sucking, so different from the earlier sucking and biting.He worked his way down my body, until I was moaning with passion and until he had reached my pussy. My pussy was tender from the hard fuck he had given me earlier and aching to feel his touch. He buried his face and licked me long and slow. I knew he could taste his own semen on his tongue, mingled.