Now naked, you take my breasts, one in each hand and caress them. Hold them up and feel their weight. Then you grab both nipples and twist hard. I yel.... "Hey". "You will accept anything I do to you, but I will not harm you". Still standing behind me you reach your hands down between my legs. Spreading my labia you rub my clit with my slippery cum. I lie my head back against you giving you control of my body. You reach one hand from behind and put your fingers in my pussy at the same. "So that's what concerns you? Me having sex with other guysnot the thought of putting Tony's cock in your mouth, and giving him ablow job? You're more concerned about me being with a man, then you areabout sucking another guy's cock? That's priceless, Amy."That brought the main problem back in focus and I started thinking abouthaving to do that and all types of new feelings were coming over me allat once. I sat there silent as she continued."For your for your information, I have not had sex. However I had already decided on who I would be losing my female virginity to, and - unfortunately for him - it wasn't Trevor. I looked at him, big round pleading eyes, then kissed him fully on the mouth, my tongue probing his mouth, as his had probed my pussy moments earlier. Then broke off and said "sorry, no!" I slowly slid off his lap, keeping my eyes fixed on his disappointed face, as I knelt between his legs and slowly, deliberately licked the length of his shaft. The disappointed left. In those days, before maternity leave was a statuary benefit married women would work until their pregnancy was final and then give up work to be a full-time mother. I knew that she wanted above anything to give me a child, so after some few months of marriage we had a talk. I told her that I thought I was in a position to support her and a child. The smile on her face could have lightened the darkest night. She went up to the bathroom and came down holding the blister packet of birth control.