The world was full of guitar players who were almost good enough for the big time though. The thought made her sad. There had been a time when she bel...eved she would be a star. Not Janis great, of course, not Ella great, but good enough. For a long time the dream had been enough to keep them going. She could sing the blues with anybody, sing the memory of pain and hopelessness that had been her childhood, the dead end of trailer parks and the unwanted attention of her mother's boyfriends. Who. Tonya was a weakness for me and I sure did not need a relationship this soon. I wanted to sort things out and make smart decisions. Yet I wanted her right then and there. I get a call and start to leave. She stops me and kisses me. "I am here and will not sleep tonight" just keep this in mind. My shift ends and I shower at the station, I put on my work out clothes and walk by her apartment. I see her and she is jumping up and down. When I hit the steps she is waiting at the top. She stops me. I showered and shaved myself again and once again I slipped on a pair of my favourite tan sheer to the waist pantyhose, seamed dark tan stockings and a pink suspender belt. I also slipped into a lacy cream body pop peered up under the crotch. I packed my camera and heels and tissues for cleaning up with and again put on trousers and Tshirt over my sexy underwear. I got in my car and drove to the country park. Johns car was already there and empty. This should hopefully mean that John is. I was rubbing on her legs and she smiled back at me and rubbed my pant and rubbed my dick and made it hard. She has that face of wanting to fuck because shes mad at her boyfriend. We kept on rubbing each other and I finally asked her, can I fuck you? She said, sure. I told the relatives that I'm sending her home because she wanted to go home but I'm actually going to my placeSo we took off and went to my apartment and we started making out like crazy. I went straight to suck her pussy and going.