He came up quickly and I let him in. he and I started moving furniture trying to find maybe a rat hole or something I suppose. We found nothing.“M...ybe it’s just your imagination.” he told me as he was leaving.“I don‘t know what it is.” I said aloud, more to myself then to him.I laid back down and this time I went through the remainder of the night without so much as a noise. I got up and went to work, just like the usual day.I came home straight from work and found my apartment in ruins. . I mean, I will always love you, and you won't lose me completely, but I could end up in love with two men." "Irene, I know you cannot possibly understand this. In fact, I don't fully understand it myself. But seeing you involved with someone who can truly satisfy you is strangely appealing, even arousing to me. And it excites me to imagine that as part of your surrender to him is you developing feelings for your lover," Oscar confessed. I sat silently for a few moments, trying to process what. I turned to look at Kev who seemed eager to get in. It was his idea to come here and being the naive girl that I am, I didn’t even know that places like this existed. From behind the door I heard footsteps getting closer and closer. The door clicked open and to my surprise a tall, tanned, blonde man greeted us with a smile. He was wearing a navy blue shirt, with the first 3 buttons undone to expose his toned chest, and dark blue jeans. I didn’t even notice what was on his feet as I couldn’t. They don't get their reward. We will discuss the reward eventually."Compared to the average Chaosian woman, Cassandrian women are the cream of the crop ... they are intelligent, beautiful and every Chaosian male lusts after them ... more about that later."Survival on Chaos. When you start a mission you have nothing but the clothes on your back. If you want to eat or sleep you have to find a job of some kind ... or take what you need from someone who has attacked you."If you are attacked,.