Upon a suggestion from her best friend, Sara decides to make a trip to see him. For Sara, this is the most nerve wracking experience. There are so man... emotions, so many questions, so many experiences she has dreamt about. Sara books her flight, and has set the date. She will see Justin again. Boarding the plane she is nervous as hell, her stomach is in knots. She secretly hopes the four hour flight is a slow going process. She settles into her seat, puts her carry on away and turns on some. I guess it will all depend on how quickly she heals from this birth. So, on Monday morning, she went for her weekly checkup and the nurse told her she was 3 cm dilated. Nicole was admitted to the hospital, given a private room, and I took the kids to the babysitter. Frank sat beside her holding her hand through the labor pains and wiping her forehead as the beads of sweat came through her pores. He is a very caring and loving father, and I know he will care about this one as much as he does. But there was a lot more to it than that.”“Mrs. Matthews, Arlene told us everything. I understand what happened and why.”Diana hardened her voice, pissed that Arlene had told far more than she should have. “Then you know that Jeff has never run around on me. He and I are both messed up with this thing. How in the world could you expect to add something else, someone else,” she corrected, “to everything that has already happened to us?”“I know he loves you and Arlene, and I know that he doesn’t. ”“That shouldn’t be a problem. Well, arranging the meeting. I’m not sure they’ll approve, given their situation.”He nodded, “I understand. How are things with the archdiocese?”“Good. I saw the bishop a few weeks ago to talk about some new reports. He exerted his usual light pressure on me.”“He’s a good man, and he cares about you.”I nodded, “I know. But with Jessica and Kara, I’m in an impossible situation in that regard.”“Do what you are able to, that’s all any of us can ever do. I’d say if.