I get so depressed that all I can do is cry. I hate this so much. The doctors have told me that I qualify to have a sex change because I really am a w...man trapped in a man?s body. I don?t want to change it into A fake woman?s body; I just want to have my body back. I know I will not and it depresses me even further. My doctors tell me that for my peace of mind that it would be best if I go ahead with the transition and at least try to be comfortable. I have seen my old body several times since. Time to get started on that sloppy cunt of yours".... ...as you lay on the bed...nipples stinging with pain....you feel my hands caressing your body....you wonder how someone can inflict so much pain and humiliation at one time, then become so sensitive and sensual a minute later....may finger tips gently glide over your cheeks, down your neck...over your bound tits and across your abdomen...your pussy is begging to be touched...finally...you feel my fingers lightly massaging your clit and. ..She hesitated, but continued looking at my cock, and then slowly reached for it and finally her warm hand took hold of my cock. She slowly began to wank me. My cock started hardening as she did so and even more so when she cupped my balls in her other hand. As my pre-cum glistened on my shaft and her hand I said it was only fair I got to see her naked. After all I was stood in front of her with a hard on which she had so clearly caused.I reached down and grabbed her t-shirt and pulled it. I cried out, “Oooooohhh my god yes, yess.. yeeesss… keep it going Alvor. I love you Alvor, I love you. I love your cock and I want you to fuuuucckk me Alvor. Fuck me to my hearts content. I have never experienced this in my life, keep it going….. aaahhhhh Alvor.. Suck me dry.. I am loving this..”He kept on licking me like a dog and placed both hands on my bubbies and crushed them, pinched my nipples while continuing to lick my ass and pussy together. I experienced orgasm after orgasm and could.