She was definitely under 5’ without an ounce of fat on her, now that I had seen her completely nude I guessed under 90lbs. I weighed about 210 and w...s 6’4”. I also had an 8” cock, which I was worried might damage her. Sex definitely wouldn’t be comfortable for her, especially because it was her first time. Despite her determination, I didn’t think she would be able to fully take it... or at least not without damaging herself.She had surprised me with her willpower though... she had, after all,. I knew where she was going, so I pulled my shirt up, so she could release my tits from the bra. I also wanted to let her know it was ok to undress me, So I slowly reached up and touched her tit, playing with the nipple. I also wanted her to know she can do what ever, because I wanted her just as much as his cock. From my simple touch, she didn't waste time she had one hand on my tit and and another in my shorts. As soon as she reached my pussy I knew I needed more and stood to drop my shorts. I am aching all over – this was my subtle way to explore any interest from him.Him – wouldn’t it be great to have someone just give you a massageMe – you can say that again.Him – I am in southern maine, where are you?Me – (now I am thinking this could be the opening) –about 15 minutes from the state line.Him – can you tell me a little about you – G and X stuff if you wantMe – well I am early 50’s 5’9” 171 lbs, 6.5 cut and thickHim – VERY NICEMe – your turnHim – 5’11” 165 lbs 6, cut and average. ’ His words confused me. Not letting me go I understood, I was ready to hurl myself off the building, it was the not ever letting me go part the confused me. Why? Why would he never let me go? Was he going to be like the person I just escaped from? Wait… why would I ever think that? Of course he wouldn’t be, this is Jake. But then why would he say that? He can’t have feelings for me right? I mean I’m me. Bruised, battered, broken, and ready to throw myself off a roof. Used, weathered, damaged..