“Damn, this steak is awesome!” I remarked while Erin sat on my lap and I fed her by hand.“That it is, lover,” Erin told me with a snowball kis... that expressed a lot of passion.“And now we have you guys. Seventy-eight more folks. What to do with you?” Gavin spoke up again, briefly scaring the last, uninitiated group of locals.“Who is that?” one of them, a little slower than most, dared to ask me now.“That, Charla Stone, is Gavin, my spirit guide. You’re a little slow on the uptake there, aren’t. Tonight we were having my favorite, Sloppy Joes. I poured a glass of cider for Jan, and milk for myself and Misty and sat waiting. Jan wheeled herself up to her position at the head of the rectangular table, while Misty sat opposite me. I was never certain of Misty, She is always perfect! Even when doing something depraved, she's serene and beautiful, her perfect skin sprinkled with youthful freckles. Her hair is the colour of bright new copper, and it cascades down to the base of her spine.. It was going to happen, no doubt but a wave of doubts came over me, not about the ‘rightness’ of this act, we were way beyond that, but doubts of whether I could satisfy a man. After all this was the first time I had been even this far. I had masturbated and watched porn on the internet of course, I had used a 4 inch dildo once (I regretted it when the dildo broke through my hymen, I thought that the fleshy barrier was further up than that, and was a hell of a lot more painful than I was led to. I will make some calls and have you see one of my doctor's. We should also go and talk with your sisters and tell them the news. I have to tell you that I have never been more proud of you. To be able to think things through like you have and to come to this decision must not have been easy. But all of us will support you 100%. We'll talk with your sister's at dinner. Would you like to help get dinner ready?" Mom I love helping you. I learn a lot from watching you and I know that I won't stop.