This represents either a fish or shark; Bailey thought. The mouth of the figurine could be a jaguar's and with a tooth much like a shark tooth. The cr...scent shape of the eyes looked similar to the Olmec death god's, connecting the figurine to death. The low eye-lids of the figurine looked like a cross-bands motif. These were often used as symbols of kingship. The figurine also had an engraving of the quatrefoil motif on the back. This suggests the figurine provides a way into the supernatural. I realize now that itpermanently changed how I saw myself and others, in subtle and not-so-subtle ways. For instance, I realized for the first time how vulnerableI was as a girl, and how important it was to be able to protect myselfor at least be with someone who could protect me if I was out afterdark. It also made me feel a kind of kinship with other women, and adeeper appreciation of the undercurrent of fear all women live theirlives with. You could say I took a big step towards an. There was no one sitting on theother side and I realized he was referring to me!Gawd! I did not know what to do - I could feel myself blushing as,embarrassed, I turned to him and started to say something and he just puthis hand on mine and gave it a squeeze. Just like that I, I grew quiet.He leaned over me and said in a much quieter voice, "I saw you looking atme this morning when I came out of the water. Did you like what you saw?"Then he paused and looked me in the eyes, and said "I. ......................It had been a whirlwind of a couple of days, complete and utter chaos to now be doing something as mundane as cleaning this dusty library. Harry's inner mind taking him back two days earlier completely distracted from the task at hand. "BOY!!!!!!! get your sorry excuse of a man down here this instance, don't make me come up and beat you again" his uncle bellowed from downstairs, going slightly hoarse on the last syllable signalling his poor health. This finally prompted.