. and his joy at giving into her craving.... A desire deep enough for both of them to taste it and a desire that still set his nerves trembling now, s... many minutes later. That feeling was so deep and powerful and seductive that he used to think it was at best ambivalent in its hold on him: at worst...... he cared not to remember..... But now.... Her transcendent embrace of the ordeal, the power she took from it and the pleasure she had helped him to find left him winded and joyful and open. . "It took me a second to blink away the haze as someone tugged on my shoulder. The bedroom was still dark. Leah was curled up on one side, Mimi on the other. I slipped out from between my lovers and followed Melinda to the monitors on the other side of the room. She backed up the video feed to show me something that had happened a few moments before.She pulled a robe around her shoulders to ward away the morning's chill. Through the monitors, I heard Gabi's soft crying. She was having another of. ..”“I was not meant to survive the battle. You said so yourself. Now, instead of a death that means something, trying to end the Blight, I will be forced to take my Calling and go alone into the Deep Roads. Once I take Anora to Nevarra and return to Jader with Loghain, I will be leaving for Orzammar almost immediately. My sanity will not last much longer, I am afraid. For some reason I fared better than Duncan, but I do not have long.”“Why don’t you let Dougal take Anora and Loghain, at least?. .. nice to him, but sometimes I'm afraid that I don't, well, that I don't know how very well."Jamie just looked at her, not understanding."Oh, come on Jamie! You know what I'm talking about, don't you? I want to make him feel good -- you know? Feel good? The way a man likes to feel -- down there?" She indicated Jamie's lap, which he was still covering with his hands."Oh, wow!" Jamie exhaled, totally unprepared for this. "You mean you want me to tell you, to tell you ... god, Heather, I don't.