Give you back... the money." She was still trying to catch her breath as she talked. I wondered if she knew there was nothing she could do or say no... that would change things.I put my hand back on her throat, squeezed, harder this time. I could feel another orgasm getting close, so I needed to get on with things. I moved my other hand to join the first. I didn't need to hold her, she was too weak to struggle now. I squeezed, released, squeezed, released, watching her eyes bug out, then. You had to learn that fact the same way_I_ did. That was your first lesson in being a woman.The rest will come from the tapes and from actuallydoing the things a woman does every day of her life.You CAN'T go on inertia from your male life. You HAVEto leave THAT life behind you for as long as you AREHolly! Getting angry over a few pieces of clothingand trying to hit someone won't work anymore. I knowyou're upset and angry, but you have to learn tohandle those feelings in a different way now.. I was carrying my uniform and make up bag in the crook of my arm. I was taking a circuitous route via one of the observation decks, as I knew that it took me past one of the restricted areas.I stopped for a moment at the entrance to the North Deck and went out to have a cigarette. Dusk was one of the most atmospheric times to be outside. The deck was deserted and I walked right to the guard-rail at the very edge. From here, the mountainside fell away quite sharply down to the sea. The drop was. A soft smile appears upon her face."No one knows Alexia. She doesn't exist beyond this room; wow, I've been selfish," she said, knowing that she is in fact extremely passable, but that was a personal judgement. "I think I need the opinion of others." She glances at her laptop, propped up on the work desk near the kitchen of her studio. Maybe I'll go say hello to the world!Alexia collected herself, feeling the heat of anticipation rise in her gut, and went on over to begin her little experiment..