’ ‘Do you feel sad?’ ‘That’s another odd thing… I thought I would, I was curious about him… and disappointed that I didn’t meet him…...but I actually feel nothing for him… nothing at all.’ ‘Do you know what Jules… you’re an orphan now!’ She picks up the plate and her cup and walks into the kitchen – I follow with my empty cup. She turns her back to me as she plonks the crockery in the sink. As she does, I kiss her on the back of her neck, draw in the heady fragrance and whisper: ‘Let’s go to. She answered on the first ring as if she'd been waiting,"Hello?" Hi Princess what's wrong?" Oh David"It poured out of her like a torrent, for a good five minutes she cried into the phone while I listened and tried not to interrupt, finally the flow ceased and all I could hear was the sound of her sobbing."Princess?" David, please darling" Princess you need to tell me where you are" I'm in a pub called the Mason's Arms near the M1 at Harrow, do you know it?" I know it Princess, I'm on my. But now it's more then just a crush, it's a need for him, a want, a list for him. I can't get him off my mind. Which sucks if you ask me. He was gorgeous in my opinion, dirty blonde hair, stunning blue eyes, pretty muscular, funny, cute, dirty minded. The last time we spoke he said he was a virgin, and he's 19, I'm only a year younger. It's weird that he trusts me. We've always been close, since the day we met, he even knows, well knew about my crush on him, now he thinks I don't like him. I. Main aapo bata doon ke hum log gaon me rahte hain aur wahan hamare ghar me do kamre aur ek kitchen hain no bathroom jaisa ki gaon me hota hain aur hum sab ghar me hi open hi nahate hain aur ek kamre me hi sote the main aur meri mom ek bistar par aur mera bhai aur meri mom ek bistar par ye ek rat ki baat hain ki meri aankh rat ko khuli to dekha ki meri mummy mere sath nahi thi us din mera bhai school tour par gaya hua tha to meri mummy ke sath ek bistar par thi aur sex kar rahi thi maine dheere.