"Yeah, just finishing up." i was figuring out what to reply with when i got another text from her. "we probably shouldn't have done that." Fuck."what ...o you mean?" i replied."i just feel guilty... we shouldn't do anything more"'great,' i thought to myself. i hung out at her apartment for about another 20 mins. until she came home. "Hey, how you doing?" i asked."i'm okay i guess"her face read of mixed emotions. guiltiness, confusion, passion, love. she bit her lip. she was still horny. she sat. One Tuesday night, I had just got home from hanging out with friends at the bar. I am pretty weak when it comes to drinking so I was a little tipsy not to mention horny, but I logged in to chat anyway. And there she was waiting for me. She instantly sends me a message. "Going to be in OKC Thursday night, would you like to meet?"In my drunken stupor my reply was "Sure if you don't wear a bra." I thought for sure I had lost a good chat friend, seeing as we have never chatted with each other. She was asking if I was horny and she would wait for me at the men’s room on the second floor…I dropped the remaining pizza slices. I was ready to go.I climbed up the stairs on that corner of the mall. Several stores were closed and then no one was around.I reached the bathrooms section and knocked on the door to the men’s room. I heard the door unlock and I turned the handle.The sexy she male was there. She had already taken her skirt off and was wearing just black stockings and a loose. I would fantasize that I was prisoner and being forced to dress like a girl to humiliate me. So I was into forced femme and crossdressing 8 years before losing my virginity.One day I was babysitting the neighbors k**s, which I did every Saturday nite, and was exploring around their house after putting the k**s to bed and found a stash of porn magazines. That nite I flipped through hundreds of pages of naked women in Playboy, Penthouse, Club, and High Society. I liked Club and High Society the.