But I can’t live like this.’‘I’m so sorry. I never knew about this.’‘No. It’s not your fault. But the moment I kissed you it felt differ...nt. There was a thrill in it. I saw it as my escape from the hell I’ve been going through.’ she said with grief and tears.‘I don’t know what to say. I just felt different being with you. I love it when you’re rude to me. I find myself thinking a lot about you lately. There’s just something about you that draws me towards you.’ then I sighed.‘I’m having the. I have a plan." A plan?" I said. My voice quavered like a seven year old taken to the woodshed."Yes dear, a plan." Mother Marigold's voice had a touch of light humor in it. "It begins with you going home and spending some time with your parents. Try to recapture a little sense of what it is to just be a girl growing towards being a young woman. Reconnect with your family. In two weeks you will have a visitor who I will send to take you somewhere where you can train and learn, and do it without. Actually, no I didn't. I ... um ... saw them when Amy and Megan joined you. It's all taken care of." She beamed at the two guys and they smiled back at her. Everyone seemed happy."Damn! I wish I'd seen that," I joked."I can play it back for you later if you want," Melinda offered. Julie glared at the ceiling."Not unless I'm there with him," she ordered."Yes, My Lady," Melinda said quietly. I wasn't sure if she was being sarcastic or not. Julie seemed satisfied."So if you three are finished with. One thing led to another and now he’s dead.”“Hold on,” I said. “You mean he died after having sex with you”“During,” she said.I said, “Oh Mary, I’m so sorry. What an awful thing to happen.”“I mean he was doing so well and he gave me such a nice orgasm I decided to suck his cock. Apparently that was too much for him and just as he started cumming in my mouth he grabbed his chest and then I couldn’t get a response from him.”“I see,” I said. “Let’s go to your room and I’ll help you.”“Thank you.